Random II

If you are following me or not I would still say that I’m in my final year of my MBA, sounds classy right? huh!!!! not for me anymore though there was a time I was really fascinated when I used to see people pursue higher degrees I used to think they are really superior to me or they are doing something phenomenal I don’t know all I would like to say I used to idolize a lot. I felt they have reached already where they had to next they would land into their dream jobs blah blah blah!!! but here the real competition starts the private sector or the government sector both .

Unfortunately I’m in that stage now I understand the real struggle, classes, internships, aptitude, interviews, placements, arghhh!!! Well I didn’t expect that this would come by so soon, but here I am sitting right infront of my computer and ranting . MBA is not a cakewalk it prepares you for the real fiasco., this one and half year has been amazing as it was online for me I didn’t go to college for once, I guess I’m the only one!! Well this is a once in a lifetime opportunity so I’m taking advantage of it.

Anyways my placement season is going to start soon I also do have an apti in two days hope I make it. Still then stay tuned. Pray for me that I get a job.


Does this trigger you ? do you feel sad? depressed ? not worthy of anything? What if I tell you it’s okay to feel a bit off as we all wake up everyday with a different feeling. The problem begins when a person feels it frequently takes it to extremes and it seems like a trap. So I would say yes you are not alone there are millions of people everyday who would be feeling empty but afraid to talk about this as they would be judged. The society outcasts such people, they are not welcomed or labelled as abnormal.

According to global data around 800000 people die from suicide every year i.e. one in every 40 seconds, it’s most common in young adults. But the question is what leads to such a huge number? After this covid -19 pandemic the number has increased a lot. People couldn’t accept that a certain virus could change the entire map, locked them up in their houses, people losing jobs, economic downfall, short of resources and ultimately death. This was highly unexpected, unpredictable but this is the scenario for almost 2 years now , 2020 was a disaster for everyone, a nightmare which is still hard to believe .

Lets get back to the topic , according to my opinion I feel this comes from feeling lonely, worthless, which makes them skeptical about everything they do, some people are good with hiding their true selves as they fear of being judged. When a person feels more often that’s when we say that he/she is depressed. Finally it leads to suicide. They want to free themselves from pain. People think that those who commit suicides are weak but it takes a lot of courage to end their lives as they are unable to find any solution.

I decided to talk about this topic as many would be feeling this way but don’t know what it is exactly so may be you are depressed, don’t worry seek help, there are people who are there to hear you, help you, if you feel tired take a break, don’t exhaust yourself. The month of September is Suicide Prevention Month and International Association for Suicide Prevention has theme which say “Creating hope through Actions” that aims to create confidence in people who are going through a rough phase. So at the end I want to say if you are going through something or you know someone is going through something help them, help yourselves we can save so many lives, life is precious.


Firstly I want to say that I started writing this blog out of finding a meaning which still haven’t figured out yet. I have been checking , reading a lot of books lately and I feel everyone seems way better than me, the best writers, the best story tellers and here I am writing my thoughts about something which is not at all related, well to be honest I want to improve on my writing skills but maybe I need to write daily and and read even more , but still I feel writers are simply born with it, how do they find the write words, how do they write so precisely, so consciously, I just hit the surfaces or the tips I don’t know.

There was this article I was reading yesterday, regarding BTS (Korean boy band) , the writer has expressed her emotions so well that no one would have explained or felt so beautifully even I feel the same about a particular song still I’m unable to express my thoughts and pen down. Sometimes I feel would I really be able to hone this skill? I’m so much interested in writing and reading about stuff but still I’m way far from learning. I have come across so many articles on “How to improve your writing skills” most of them said the same thing “READ” and “PRACTISE” I know maybe it’ll take a forever to learn but I won’t stop. I promise myself that I would come here more often and write about stuffs.

Bulletproof Boy Scouts a.k.a BTS

The best boy band ever
BTS family

Holla , people so recently I came across a musical Kpop band to which I am really grateful to. I wish I had know them all these years but never mind, I will be with them till the end.

Okay so all the Kpop fans already know who they are they don’t need any introduction still I may like to say a few words, BTS – Bullet Proof Boy Scouts, Beyond the Scenes or Bangtan anything you wanna say , they are amazing , no comparison, they are popular because most of their lyrics are based upon social issues like bullying, depression which the youth mostly faces, and the best thing is we fans oops sorry ARMIES connect to them instantly.

They have great vocals and rappers , their dance movies and ofcourse their charisma makes them much more appealing, their songs , their lyrics has my heart πŸ’œ . Okay so about the members their are total 7 members and this year they completed 7 years … Woah that’s amazing well I do have a bias 😁

Kim Taehyung

Okay to be honest, I oviously fell for his good looks, who on earth can just ignore him, eventually I liked his goofiness, his popular boxy smile, charisma, and ofcourse his husky voice… C’ mon just look at him he looks good from every angle πŸ‘οΈπŸ‘„πŸ‘οΈ . Haha! Anyways enough of fangirling, I love each and every member equally!! And ofcourse their single ‘DYNAMITE’ hit the BILLBOARDS charts and its there for the past one month, the first k-pop band to reach there isn’t that amazing, well I pray for their good health and great heights of success… Until then I purple you πŸ’œ

We are Bulletproof πŸ™Œ

In times of Covid – 19

Well its been a while but I do not regret that there are so many things going on this world right now, its too much handle. One thing over the other. We as humans been going through a lot, sometimes I think we totally deserve this whatever is going on and sometimes its all about an individual’s fate well I am no one to comment on that

So this is the time of CORONA which is gifted to us by CHINA . Its been 4 months since lockdown, shutdown and so many things still people are carelessly hopping around without masks. Children are loving this because this is the longest vacation they have got and will ever get but ofcourse occupied with online classes but that’s not much of a stress.

There are still some positives to look at – the environment has improved , people have come closer , people are actually exploring their talents. Well on the other side the depression rates have gone up high , people are frustrated being at homes for a long time, the internet consumption is too much specially OTT platforms. But no improvement in cases its getting worse day by day, right now currently its around 10 lakhs something cases and India is on the third position.

Well lets stay at home , pray and take care of ourselves. We have got through a lot of things so this too shall pass.

You are the hero of your own story

When I was young I always used to admire superhero- batman, superman even shinchan’s ‘action kamen ‘ well it might sound silly but I did and always used to think maybe these actually exist in real life. I always used to imagine that there would be certain real situations infront of me and a superhero would come flying by save me. Totally I am talking frivolously but this was what I used to intend.

Eventually after years not that I am too old but just going through a lot of things I realized or say I was made to realize that superhero’s exist and that is ‘ YOU’ .

Totally its your life, its your own story, visualize as this is a movie and think how you can be creative to make it interesting. Treat yourself with kindness. Accept yourself the way you are and then make improvements, your soul will thank your brain if they start working with each other. Affirm daily, have goals and work your butt hard to achieve no matter how big your dreams are. You are you and noone can be that and be like you.

Start exploring yourself, figure out your strengh as well as weakness and work upon them…

You can never predict

Well Life seems a bit unfare!! Ofcourse when you want something and you put your mind and soul into it and doesnt happen ofcourse it hurts.

Something happened but I took charge of that, people will make fun of you, not believe in you but if you believe in yourself, and keep on working diligently you will surely achieve.

I believe in the Law Of Attraction , its going to be around 3 years I have been following, discovering about it. There is a book called “Secret” well most people have criticized the book, see every one has their opinion, we can’t make everyone happy so yes that is the case, whether you believe it or not The Universe always works, and I have seen a number of miracles, ofcourse some do take time, but it arrives at the stipulated time though…

I believe in this energy. Do you ?


Well, its been almost 3 years I am back over here, actually I had forgotten about my blog!! Well casually I was searching through some topics to read about and found it that I also have a blog which was inactive from the last 3 years and yes that’s a long long time

Well I guess there are a lot of changes and there are also new beginnings that are going to happen in my life so I am really grateful for that. So yes from now on I will try to be regular on this platform!! I don’t know If anyone has ever read my blogs but I do not write for anyone , I just write for myself what I think , what I hope about that’ it


‘Life is a game’ well this is an old saying but If we try to understand it deeply it has a real deep meaning like when we play a game for a first time we don’t become an expert at that time, after that we don’t give up, we keep up playing till we reach a certain level likewise in life there is no level its an infinity till our last breath … we can never be perfect and that is the beauty of life!!! so treat life as a game…. #as told by Sandeep Maheshwari Sir 

Dating yourself

Sometimes I keep on thinking that do we really need someone in our life? Well life is oviously not a bed of roses it has certain thorns and we need to pass through them but yeah. . according to me when we come all alone to this world okay to this ‘beautiful’ world we can survive all alone right? all through our life why do we need that someone special in our lives, do we really just ask yourself once, because everything in temporary in this world and that one person is also not going to stay with us all through our life , because after death we are all back to the almighty that too all alone… so I’m not saying that don’t get a partner be single, at the end it’s your life, your choice , being single does’nt mean you are alone…you get to know about yourself more from deep within, enjoying your own company is one of the best thing in this world or say you are dating yourself πŸ˜‰